>>12184431i think you need a good friend. ('good' meaning they're available, and you can become vulnerable with them) while it won't solve all your problems, it will make them 10x more bearable.
i'm not one to give advice on making new friends. I always ruin my relationships LMAO you can make close friends through your classes, but they're not in-person atm so that's out of the picture.
maybe go to a barnes & noble, or any other coffee shop, study there, and try and strike up a conversation with someone. (maybe they go to the same university, or they're into a show that you like too)
i can't really give sound advise here, because i'm very shy and it took a lot of courage to talk to strangers at a coffee shop. But, it made me happy to talk to them.
i'm gonna head to bed. you *are* turning 19, i know you will.<3 what's your sign? i'm a scorpio
