>>6730480don't worry anon, this is more common of a problem than you think it is
i would try to just go out and actively make some new friends, and every time that you feel like you're starting to push them away you'll have to tell your brain to stop it and be nice to them to counteract it
if you happen to have any family members you should talk to them about it too, they know you best.
even when it feels like the world's crashing down on you we'll always be here for you anon :)
