It was and still is the best love affair of my life with that bitch. In addition to the spiritual: it was also my most sexually satisfying relationship. And I am not a incel: had first sex with woman at age 15 and now at 37, had sex with maybe 20 womans. When I moved out from home at 18, never had any new relatioship with a dog. But I miss it, guess mostly couse womans always lie and cheat, I end up money gone and heart broken. I think I will someday, get a dog as my wife and then maybe, be public about it also.
Oh well, I hav already told this with my name Henri Lentonen aka Kiltamestari on finnish internet, so guess there is no turning back anymore.
https://thetiikeri.wordpress.com/2023/01/10/the-topix-comeback/ 