>>16023434my understanding would be that He will protect you in your pursuit of righteousness, like Daniel in the lions den. but if it is in pursuit of non-righteous thing, and i have personally experienced this (walking out of righteousness and getting owned).
that being said, nothing is impossible for God and He wants everyone to be with Him, so if you reach for Him with a pure heart he won't ditch you, no matter how bad you messed up.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=35ZNEDxWHhk&list=PLz43wKMVsnI3pVDuknXTx5cd4iVqGhb4E&index=7you could consider the job a form of putting earthly matters before spiritual ones (which i am guilty of too at times) [aka idolatry].
i'll pray for you fren.
