>>15748921>How do people live in this world? How do people look so good, and have a good personality? How do they get to a place where they are happy in life and not wanting to die every second?Years ago, I decided I'm not going to kill myself. From that point onward, I figured living just to waste time is stupid. I'm going to do some useful shit every day, or I'll drag myself back to the chopping block. That's the basic mentality.