>>2345704Thanks for the hope bro. I dont understand how women can love so much then turn it to hate literally overnight. But i will keep pushing through.
>>2345733Your right. Thats good advice and i will do that to my fullest extent. Another thing i dont understand though.. If you are going to get married and make a family with "the one" you must mold yourself to them. I wanted it to last forever and she did too... for awhile at least. How do you not become part of each other. We were going to bond and create life together that was part of both of us. How do you not get attached? Fuck man.. i cant have this happen again.. And i must have a family.. i have to