>>17851385>at this point i think josie is a cruel joke by god to further torture me.This, i've always thought i had life figured out.
I've focused on myself, got the degree, a well-paid and fulfilling job, fun hobbies to pursue in free time, at 26 had enough investments and savings to buy a house in cash if i ever wanted to. I was a happy man.
Josie has challenged my worldview, ultimately turning it upside down.
I tried fighting it, thinking i'll get over the infatuation, that soon some dirt on her will be leaked, or that she will change to a person i no longer like after winning the fishtank.
None of this happened, almost 2 months have passed and nothing changed.
I'm finally starting to accept it now, rearranging my priorities, brainstorming ideas to meet other women, knowing full well none will ever live up to her.
Thanks for reading my c-word blog.
