>>12134587God bless anon. I pretty much hate every single decision I've ever made in my life by this point. And now after the lock downs I hate even stepping outside of my house most of the times. It's a literal struggle. The only reason I get up in the morning is because of what little family I have left. Would've offed myself a long time ago without them. I will most likely die a virgin with very little purpose in life. And I think most of the reason I've never pursued anyone romantically is because I'm afraid that I'll ruin their lives as well or they'll fuck me over. Cherish her while you can anon. She could be gone in an instant.
