>>15223316Accept being an outcast. School is overrated and unnatural. It's the perfect environment for mental abuse and breaking one's psychological state. Highschool is not supposed to exist. It's only purpose is to break the mind of naturally creative children and turn them into compliant slaves. Bullying serves the same purpose. It trains you to be weak and subservient, accepting abuse. It is unnatural.
When interacting with your female partnet you should always be straightforward about your past. Let her know that you've always been bullied and had no friends in school. Let her know you don't like being around people that much because of it. Being bullied as child and having no friends is not a sign of weakness. Failure to accept your own past is. Kids are supposed to be around their fathers, learning from them. The fact that children are abandoned in school, everyday and raised by strangers creates an atmosphere for weakness and unhealthy psychological growth. that's why abuse and bullying are so common in highschool. The fathers aren't even around to teach children how to behave like strong people. A strong man doesn't bully those who are weaker than him. Instead, the strong man fills those around him with strength and courage to accomplish the task ahead. A strong man always has something positive and encouraging to say, even in the direst of moment. He's never negative and never uses his strength to make others feel down. He doesn't have to, because he doesn't fear anyone. Bullying is a trait of weakness. A female trait. Women bully other women and even their own children, because women are weak and have to play mind games to succeed. Male kids shouldn't be raised near female ones. A male son should never be disciplined by a female, not even his own mother.
It wasn't your fault. This society is fucked up. What people consider normal today is very traumatizing. Don't be ashamed of the abandonment you suffered in the past by the community. Don't hide from it