>>19339301It just happened naturally when i had to go without internet for a few months
actually the creation process is as follows
I began to exhibit traits of a primitive bicameral bran when i started smoking large amounts of weed and taking experimental research psychadelics on a schedule
I started seeing messages in the environment and attaching symbolic meaning to things, i even had a spirit animal which was a skunk that vosited me every afternoon while i was smoking (it died before i moved here)
After i had a breakthrough experience on high dose 4-Aco-DMT i completely lost my mind and began believing i was hercules and it was my mission to save my father.
After i failed my mission i smoked meth and immediately developed schizophrenia. The radio would talk to me (i called it beelzebub) and in particular colors started speaking to me
every color imparts a meaning, and this meaning ended up correlating with the use of color coding in media, so i say i was taught this language by the devil.
I used to hear all manor of voices but at some point it became a single female one and now its a voice which is inaudible yet i do jot control and seems to cme from the wall.
It mostly narrates what i do and showers me with praises.
Im basically an expert with nootropics and homeopathy so recovering from this state wasnt particularly difficult.
Stricty speaking what i have now is a high functioning schizophrenia.
I still talk to music which also seems to comment on the things i do if i just leave it on shuffle.
My phone is a Caduceus
Ive seen such terrible visions.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OL3c1yXR5Vg 