>>15665586>Maybe everything you've actually spent your hours to, will suddenly be usefulI spent those hours precisely so that we could avoid, not that we could go through it. Everybody completely misses this point and just casually goes on 'oh, at least now you know that it's coming so you can better prepare for it' like it's nothing. I guess there is no room for peace in this world and i genuinely feel no room for me as well. People won't let me be who i am. I am not a fighter, i hate to fight, i've been trying to diffuse fights my whole life, and i am not an argueologist, i try not to argue if possible. I feel like i was born into a wrong world. And it makes me sad. I don't want to be sad anymore.