>>8338703couple of months ago i tried to cut my jugular veins but gave up after like 10 minutes of sawing away; the knives had dulled and my neck muscles made it hard to cut. I only got like a nick despite sawing away really hard.
Another suicide method i tried was just letting death take me. I'm still here, so basically if you want to die you gotta get lucky or do it yourself. Me, I gave up on trying to die. It'll happen when it does, in the meantime trying to rush it is a waste of time. I try to find what little comforts I can with the hand I'm dealt. At the very least, not many things faze me anymore, and the only thing I'm afraid of is Jellyfish because they're floating torture machines and my childhood nemesis.
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https://youtu.be/738EWaJ32i8 