>>10281990You ghosts haunt me day in and day out. There's never any respite. Another anon. Another posting style to analyze. Another RENT FUCKING FREE. YOu know what yall offer me? An escape. At least when I'm here schizoing out I'm not alone and someone is actually hearing it. Maybe it will propel someone to be less shitty to the ones they care about. Maybe it will give them the resolve to do what it takes to not become me. Maybe they trash on me.
DO YOU understand what it's like to be lied to, used and then tossed away like you're trash?
It creates a mind that doesn't trust. One that can only ramble to the ghosts and voices in their head. Constant paranoia and distrust of everyone around you. You destroy yourself mentally from never knowing why. The infinite questions you'll ask yourself. The self reflection. The acceptance of your reality.
You're the ugly boi not worth the things you give. Not worthy of tender emotions. All that you're good for is a temporary fancy before you're discarded. You have to get use to it. You have to live with it. Carry that weight forever. They say get over it but it's hard to climb when your baggage is pulling you down. Tack on this not being the first time, having to fight for my spot and having them pulled out from underneath you by any tom dick and harry that will give them the time of day.
You want some advice anon?
Never love a whore.
>>10282027Yeah and I lost the person that loved me. Which do you think is easier to replace with my mind? Know why I'm alone? Because no one will have me. I'm fucking Normie. The schizo child cat killer of bant. I'm literally just a monster. A mentally defective emotionally broken monster with noting to offer except their undying devotion and love. Not worth having to deal with someone who's literally mentally ill and looked down upon by even the lowest rung of /bant/ posters. I'm garbage. I deserve this.
You don't know me and that's the only reason why you're talking to me.
