Ok I'm gonna rephrase my OP.
I'm not unhappy but the only thing I really care about in life is escapism. Relationships and working don't interest me and I very rarely get lonely. I'm not suicidal but if I suddenly found out I was dying I probably wouldn't care much. Can other anons relate? Sometimes it's nice to know you aren't completely alone.
Sorry about that.
>>8866331I've always had a very fast metabolism so maybe.