Quoted By:
op here, forgot to add i started browsing /b/ when i was a freshie in highschool. didn't post bc was scared of 4chan but kind of appreciated the culture
>summer of junior year, one of the girls i hooked up with kills herself
>in shock, parents are super hard on me
>keep pushing me
>always feel like im gonna snap
>make varsity senior year
>3rd string defenseman, but love hitting. i'm 6'0 tall and weigh 160, skinny little shit but always a thorn in the other teams side
>life is getting better
>grades are getting better
>feel better
>we get second in state, cry into coaches shoulder during closing ceremony, we were blown out 6-1
>competitive hockey career is over
>graduate high school
>perfectenschlag
>miss blonde qt, think about her every single day
>go to uni 3 hours away
>starts good
>slowly isolate myself, never go to class
>parents still love me, lie to them about everything
>come home
>they see my grades, i finished with a .36 GPA
>come down hard on me
>text blonde qt, telling her i need to ask her something, really important
>took some convincing, but i meet her in a coffee shop
>"can i talk to you about something"
"sure, anon"
>"im in love with you."
>she is stunned
>doesn't reciprocate, cant give me what i want
>ok,jpeg
>take a week where im just thinking about my life
>realize ive turned into a fucking normie, and im trying to fit into convenient life only just to turn into a pathetic fucking wagecuck
>get really mad
>january, school starts
>grind my ass off, dont go out on weekends, dont hang out with narcissist bro and npcbro who have turned into my closest friends
>theyre total fucking normies, go to frat parties and fuck stacies in their dorm rooms
>at this point ive fucked 21 women in two years
>i have been smoking pot for six months straight
>go to school, study 2-3 hours a night, smoke, drink myself to sleep
>repeat
>life no so bad no more, but still have no social life
>i dont even feel bad about blonde qt. i tried the best i could
(2)
