Beggars can't be choosers, either improve yourself or accept that you have to pick your gf from the bottom of the pool.
I'd start by overcoming your fear of being out of a relationship, if you can't survive being on your own then any relationship you form will break the first rule of negotiations - Don't expect to win a negotiation you cannot stand to walk away from.
>>1667634If you are truly feeling like you cannot help yourself, there is never shame in trying this.
