>>10007485Your desire is one of expansion. Many men before you have coveted lands to call their own and just like they did you will have to explore the lands you wish to call your own and work to make it yours regardless of what may stand in your way. Let your truest desire guide you to overtake a whole island of uncontacted ooga booga people and enslave their women.
>>10007494You've had so many things happen to you to try to quell your desire to find where you belong that I don't blame you for your apprehension. People can be cruel sometimes but they can also be wonderful. You'll find your place one day anon and have all the wonderful friends you desire.