>>21759778Multiple false christ apparitions, being attacked w a double edged sword, involuntarily repeating bible verses in my head and speaking bible verses in my head, had, in the span of a single day, both heavenly states of pure bliss and hellish states of pure terror and evil. Have faced every demon I can think of, realized it was entirely a projection of my own imagination. Now I am completely apatheistic and recognize that all things are temporary and empty. I will never worship a god entity as long as I live, nor will I concern myself with sin, or care about how or when I will die, or what comes after death. My hope is that I will cease to exist. I have had extremely intense visions, almost died multiple times, I am entirely apathetic to this reality. It is a shithole and its creator, if there is one, is a fucking retard, and a scoundrel.
