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After a week straight of staying in bed until 11 am because I couldn’t make myself get up, I decided to write out a schedule to try and turn things around. I’m not good at sticking to it, and it’s easy to rationalize getting out of the routine, but at least now I have a goal to work towards. Now I have something more concrete than nebulous “you should be productive” thoughts drifting through my head. I’m in professional school so this kind of thing is paramount if I want to survive, but there’s more to it than that. There was—and still is—this immense apathy hanging over me all the time. I was reading through a fashwave thread when I felt the switch flip and decided that I had to do better, both for my own sake and to honor my forefathers.
It sucks, bros. It’s easy to sink into apathy, but the struggle will become sweeter than sloth if you can break the cycle. Onwards and upwards.
