>>16071710Victims of a crime sometimes turn into perpetrators. Emotional neglect in this case has damaged me even more so since I grew up extremely empathic and emotional. This allowed me to feel out my own emotions and block them. I did this because I grew up in an environment where emotion made critical decisions in my life that affect me and I retaliated by basically removing them as form of weakness. Some people referred to this as Zen, but the lack of fear, the lack of dopamine, the lack of caring being a good thing is subjective in itself.
