>>16847542It's about levels of discomfort. Like if someone with my brain was in your situation then maybe I'd be similarly motivated because the pain is too much. But I don't experience that. Nor the pressures normal people get like finishing school and getting a job etc. Which has allowed the underlying issue (initial abuse and then neglect most likely) to develop into a personality disorder.
>why didnt i be more careful not to drop le waterI would because of the OCPDemon.
>doesnt make senseI think because I don't have experience my brain doesn't connect with the desired outcome and is more preoccupied with doing things some imaginary correct way.
