>>6511844I've talked my way multiple times away from nice girls and turn away from straight proposal.
Seems like i am attracted for some reason, but just want to be alone. I've experienced sex trough prostitutes. I think people are just distraction to me and been actually saving money over three years now so that i could move into Forrest next to the lake and be more alone doing my meditation and other stuff. I don't hate anybody, i love, but relationships seems binding and i want to be free.
