>>22507466Stop drinking.
Stop drinking.
Stop drinking.
That's your first step, and if you can't take it, you won't be able to fix anything else about your life.
AA isn't a meme, and it works if you're willing to put the time and effort into it to fully use what it has to offer.
The faster you stop swigging from the bottle when you're stressed, or bored, or happy, or angry, the faster you're going to be able to prioritize the problems you have from most fixable to most difficult to fix.
Until that point, you're just stumbling in the dark.
Stop drinking.