>>7935316I think no one is truly redpilled.
Everyone's bluepilled.
Anything could be right, anything could be wrong. Maybe there is a god. Maybe there isn't. Who knows? Who can know?
It's kind of relieving and disturbing at once to know that you cannot know.
But, back to your question: I don't know. The feeling I have with what I "believe" currently isn't bad nor good. I don't know how I'd feel if I believed in a god, because there'd be a hell and a heaven. Something good and something bad. I think it would make me feel different, but not better.
Believing in what I "believe" right now doesn't make me feel good nor bad.
Believing in a god does make me feel good and bad.