>>16724982Why? What good is that gonna do you? Imo it's a waste of time trying to be a destructive force. I'm not telling you to forgive your mum or anything, but I don't think it's the move anon.
Childhood trauma is no joke and I'm sorry to hear that this shit happened to you, but it also shouldn't be your excuse, for failure and acts malevolence. What happened to you was out of your control. That you struggle with things is natural. But you are the only person who can change that and you can push your limit, little by little. Try to be better anon, I believe in you!
