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I've spent the last decade focusing on academic success above everything else, which has led to some poor life choices. A couple of times a week sadness pierces my heart and I've taken to drowning it out with alcohol, but it's ensuring I can't attain the appearance I want. It's gotten to the point where I struggle to look at porn because it just reminds me of the relationships that never went anywhere and the future ones I probably will never have.
I'm starting my life over for the second time in five years this January, by moving to another country. I really hope I can make things work out this time
