>>19597917>It's hard to me to think you have autism since you seem to not really have the symptoms or experiences of one.US healthcare really is just an expensive scam then because when we got the blood test back it said in bold letters "AFFECTED" like I had the fucking plague.
It wasn't for very long but I once lived in Innsbruck to see a music teacher (I once was studying music performance because that is an easier job for autists). She was brilliant and happy, probably because she had what you and I don't : she grew up in her native land, had two loving parents and thus a double income family with siblings, lived in a nice city, etc. but that love spread to me. She listened to me as I was breaking down and fraying at the seams when I didn't take my medication and was failing everything. She introduced me to a specialist for people with disabilities. When I recounted to him the episodes I told you, he just sighed and shook his head and said no one actually knows how to recognize or what to do with autism.
I don't really know what I meant with all this but I suppose I mean to say I really am autistic (but obviously autism is ASD and not black and white) Picrel is the file and psych analysis I'm supposed to give to any future psych caretakers btw. You should have one too.
