>>16815713I am (honestly and genuinely) mainly concerned with the salvation of my flesh from the Wrath of God.
Eternal damnation and eternal salvation are concepts my mind cannot grasp, this worldly vessel our soul inhabits does not come equiped with the tools necessary for 'eternity' to affect our thinking and acting. I'm being a shitty Christian by wanting to escape physical torment, instead of wanting to escape eternal toerment. I know. But I am being honest, I cannot do differently.
God did not make me such that I'd be able to pursue salvation of the soul. But he made me such that I'd be very concerned with the salvation of my flesh
Why is this? I want to escape the Wrath and be with my wife and son (in the flesh). I don't want to get taken into heaven and lose my physicality and yada yada all that stuff is way too wuwu for me even though I fully realise it's biblical and thus most likely true. God troubles me.
