>>16988766Seek help before you face the consequences of your sexual misconduct:
>“A bodhisattva should not approach the five kinds of emasculated men (Pandaka) nor be intimate with them. He should not enter someone else’s home alone; and if for any reason he should enter it alone a bodhisattva should do nothing but singlemindedly contemplate the Buddha." -Lotus Sutra, Chapter 14, Peaceful Methods>"A bodhisattva should not>Become intimately acquainted>With widows, maidens,>Or impotent men (Pandaka).>Lotus Sutra, Chapter 14, Peaceful Methodshttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pandaka>The Pali literature makes reference to five types of pandaka:>asittakapandaka - A man who gains satisfaction from performing oral sex on another man and from ingesting his semen, and only becomes sexually aroused after ingesting another man's semen.>ussuyapandaka - A voyeur, a man who gains sexual satisfaction from watching a man and a woman having sex, and only becomes sexually aroused after that.>opakkamikapandaka - A Eunuch by-assault, testicle that are annihilated by assault or violence.[3]("still could attain ejaculation through some special effort or artifice".)>pakkhapandaka - People who become sexually aroused in parallel with the phases of the moon.>napumsakapandaka - A person with no clearly defined genitals, whether male or female, having only a urinary tract, one who is congenitally impotent.Be advised that you will not be happy with your attachment to sex, you will not stop craving sexual pleasure until it kills you, be aware that after death a rebirth in the bad paths awaits you.
