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>terrible memory, terrible focus at work
>depressed and anxious 24/7
>occasionally would experience derealization and delusions in the past that kept me from keeping jobs, for the past year have only krept back up when extremely stressed
>struggle with conversations because brain blanks out constantly, can only scrape by socially with humor
>have specific memories and weird interests i can't stop thinking about all day every day
>slave to obsessions since childhood, current obsession is working out, start feeling suicidal if i skip a couple of days of going to the gym and hyperfocusing on lifting for 3 hours
>parents tried sending me to a mental hospital as a kid, stopped going to therapists after concluding that none of them knew what they were talking about and being offered no real solutions, and getting diagnosed differently every time i saw a new one: OCD, DID, BPD, PTSD, depression, maybe others I'm forgetting
>have friends diagnosed and medicated for adhd/autism that function more normally than i do
I wouldn't be surprised if the elite and big pharma are just normalizing everyone being mental ill and needing medication for the money, but also I wonder, if adhd isn't a meme, would it explain the issues i have that make it a struggle to function like everyone else day day
