>>5640361i got raped and i have/had those (big gay ones its fun! well is these days, not before) and i found what helped was just not caring. started wanking to way happier nicer shit. It was the fact that i let it bother me that made it keep bothering me. I got through it by just saying fuck it and overindulging it to the point i couldn't take it seriously anyway.
got older, all my asian hentai wanking friends already seemed to know this, those fucks all fap to everything and none of it sticks to their psyche