>>5588671who cares?
is your worth as a person dependent on this?
do you think you're the only one with social issues or way worse issues?
focus on being happy either way and put yourself out there where you can and eventually you'll probably find someone but if you put the pussy on the pedestal and cry everytime it doesn't work then you'll just giveup which I guess is ok also not everyone needs a relationship to be happy though most want some socialization
just remember you're a special and someone out there would definitly value and appreciate you
probabably