>>8897785What kind of addiction you have in mind my dear shounen? Remember that the true virtue of every human is ability to forgive. Don't hold a grudge against your father.
Love is acquired by persistent individuals. Remember that and don't give up. Lord Christ didn't and now he looks over you at all times with loving gaze.
Don't lose hope for this is just a prelude that will set you on the right path. Work will set you free.