>>3387550The short of it is you need to replace everything in your life, its contaminated, everything you've done that leads to using is diseased. The long:
For example the roads you walk to get to your friends house, the house itself and most definitely the friend that lead to using are hardwired, powerful neurological connections that will stay with you for the rest of your life.
Everything that has lead to using will always lead to using because those neurological connections are the strongest. The connections in your brain are like beads of water on a window, they'll travel down the path of least resistance and that's always the path drugs forge.
The only way you can truly escape and recover is to write new, healthy connections in your brain away from the diseased ones and never let them cross paths. Any drug clinic is going to give you the soft pussy version of this, but do it like man sissy.