>>20457433A monk is someone who forfeits their worldly desires and prospect for a normal life in exchange for self restraint and discipline in working towards their higher goal, I am no such person. I forfeit my rights for a normal life to pursue hedonism. Despite my body being that of an adult my mind is still that of a child that refuses to think of anything outside of now. My hedonistic ideals know no bounds regardless of whom i harm with my inaction, be it myself or someone else. In this life we have two options, and you, Ritsu, have choosen to fight. You have chosen the righteous path and you will be remembered for it. Whereas i will perish like a dog and be forgotten. They say every man dies twice, once when our physical body dies, and again when the last person who remembers us dies. In due time, all my gourmandism and idleness will be lost to time, like tears in rain.