>>18879442>What am I suffering from?From the symptoms presented? I'd say a bad case of "The human condition".
It should pass with time, if it doesn't, then that means you're not trying hard enough to understand "why" you're feeling this way.
If you're not trying hard to understand "why" you're feeling this way that means you like it. If you like it that means you're basically fucked and should get yourself some pills.