>>21456001I get what you're saying, I'm not sure psychiatrists really know how to help with a lot of conditions; humanity's understanding is still pretty basic
it does kinda seem like you're doing better from your posts, at least, but they could at least stop you from doing something rash if things got really bad again, so it still seems bad they didn't bother to show
it just doesn't work like that over here even though our medical system is collapsing - the ambulance always show up, even if it takes hours to get there
and you're right not to trust anyone here; lots of bad people, lots of trolls, impossible to tell what people's intentions are, and you can never really know the true essence of the person on the other side of the screen
but you shouldn't let that stop you from engaging with people - just keep them at arm's length, and don't let them into your innermost space
there are people who like you, and who don't have bad intentions towards other people, as well as the really damaged ones who seem to want to hurt you for their own amusement