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Well, life seems to be a thing where you are to keep doing shit you hate or don't like just in order to be able to do something you like.
And after a while the stuff you like becomes boring af.
Why is life so boring? School-Uni-Army-Work-Death.
My dad likes to tell me that after Uni I'll serve in army just as he did or that army will make me human. I usually respond "ok", but unironically want to run away from everything.
finnish study -> get drafted
don't finnish study -> get drafted
Even my mom told me that I'm not welcome to her house if anything goes wrong with my study (she doesn't live with us). So I really've got no where to escape.
I hate attending to uni. I hate looking for a job. I hate not having any certain ideas of how to live. I hate being forced to serve in the army both by the law and my relatives.
It's all so fucking pointless.
My life is on the wasting route.
