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about to dingpost. and make one final word. wanna post more and i probably might, but i already said i was done but what's more egg on my face today?
i would do nearly anything for your love, except live a lie, which is what i'd have to do in your current state. i'm asking you to budge a little towards me and be nice. i'm offering a lot more than i'm asking in that department too. i've explained before i know this all and all is a bigger ask of you than me, but in this space, in how we act and treat each other, you have not been fair, you have not been kind, you have not been honest, you have not been good, and you have done a lot of mental squirming to try and make it so you don't have to. well, to get what i want to give you, you have to. i'm not sure what your theology is, but good luck getting a prayer answered after cursing god's creation all day. and if you make the wrong choice you'd better say k*** and f** and n***** on the internet every day of your life, you'd better not miss a single chance to do it, i don't want you thinking you scammed yourself after all.
and finally don't for one SECOND think that i'm too mean or too crazy. you are too stubborn, too craven and naive. i can be very nice kind and charming, but only so long after the way you've treated me and acted. i want to love you and be nice. i hate this more than anything it is killing me. but there's nothing more i can do. you need to move for me.
