>>14299370Suffer today.
Maintain a minimaliat lifestyle.
Read your books.
Reach out to others. Even if you think your family and friends won't help, one still might, or else someone somewhere is being employed to help. Try to find them.
Start your job. Make it your everything. Do well. Start saving.
In your darkest moments you are alone with only yourself. Don't give in to the pain. Force yourself to feel something, anything else. Not through drugs or anything like that, make yourself feel the relief and peace you will feel within yourself when you finally get over all this and get things on the right track.
And remember... you are never alone.
Praise Kek. May he lift you higher.
