>>10508265>>In high school I wasn't successful with girls for physical reasons. Besides, I had just been transferred from another school, and I wasn't fully integrated. But one of the girls in my class started showing interest in me. In hindsight I will find out that she was just looking for attention. However, she was my first and only girlfriend. The one of the first times. But what I later discovered was that she had several sexual relations before she even had them with me. All while we were together of course. She had cucked me before I even had sex with her. Which led her to left me temporarily. Because according to her it was my fault. Having no other relationship possibilities, I got back with her a few years later with the excuse of the temporary break. And this is where the dramas began. We started the university a few years after. In two different cities. And because of the distance she betrayed me continuously for 5 years. The straw that broke the camel's back was the fact that she betrayed me with the person I thought was my best friend. The worst part is that when I confronted her about it, she left me. Moreover, a year ago, in the grip of certain needs, I ended up having oral sex from a "girl" whom I later discovered to be a trans. I recently graduated, and I don't know what my prospects are. Help me. I'm bald, overweight, and without the possibility of a girl. And perhaps future, if not as a slave to some entrepreneur. I do not know what to do. In a few years I will be 30 years old.In Italy we have self-hating cucks.