>>6930714I hope it doesn't end up like yours. And yeah talking about this is making my mood negative.
>>6930715Only reason I haven't made it a relationship is beause I finally caught feelings on the 8th or 9th date, then she doesn't see me for 4 weeks so the feelings died down some, then we meet & the feelings are reignited, then don't meet again for 4 weeks, the feelings were strongest last time & now it's been 5 weeks since we've seen each other.
Yes i can see myself spending the rest of my life with her, I saw that from early on but I intended to take it slow as it was my first time dating & I wanted to make sure it's the right person before I choose to express my emotions to her.