>>15910613Force yourself to do something and you'll keep doing the something. Push starting a car. It really can be the littlest thing that changes everything.
>>15910643I wonder if it has done more harm to you than good. But I guess it's what it is, doesn't help to dwell on that. I don't think attaching yourself to people is a healthy thing at all, but, I'm sure that you can't really help it in your case.
I think we've already talked about it, so, not much else I can add, but best of luck on dealing with it all.