>>11852811what about this one?
>more peacefulhow? theres about the same amount of noise on the inside as on the outside
that's why only classes ever worled for me, even despite the noises and loud talkings of colleagues I could still isolate the professor and listen, I can't do that to my own thoughts, hell I can't even do that with my own voice
I looked everywhere for a peaceful place to study
we've been over this atleast a dozen times and it's always the same questions
quiet room>outside>shack>library
and my final nail in the coffin is library has other people in it, stramgers, people I don't know
I can't isolate them on foreogn grounds, I've sern emough shit as a kid that my mind naturally registers stranger=danger
not to mention thd closest library is 2 hours from me by train+foot; I can't spend 4 hours in empty walk with no progress just to study- can't you see this is the exact bad seed of lofe choices that take you down unhealthy habits
I'd be jaded in no time, hating life even more I do now, sue me for not wanting my life to be senseless grind
>upload to megayou do know theres only limited storage there? with about 4 classes per semester and 10 lectures per class and about as many sekinars (sometimes even practices) that reaches critical level soon and not in a good way
youtube has no storage limit
>how they expectthey don't, they don't care, they get paid either way and in these harsh times nobody would blame them
>>11852812I don't think you're aware of our cultural differences, here people jump to driver's licences and cars before they are legal to drive, by 4th grade of hs almost everyone that hit 18 had a driver's licence... except me
