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Feels thread? I'll start. Buckle up, it's a journey.
>Be me
>14 (at the time)
>Meet this British girl online
>We hit it off, eventually become a thing
>My first girlfriend, I've never felt this way before
>We only text, she's self-conscious
>When I ask to skype or call, she gets really upset
>we have arguments, but they never got anywhere
>Despite the distance and the lack of communication, I still love her with all my heart
>Call a flower shop near her house, pay to have a package delivered to her for Valentine's day
>A year into our relationship, convince my dad to take a vacation to England to see her
>That Christmas, I see (what I had assumed to be) the love of my life in person
>My first kiss was a thousand miles away from home
>December 27th, at the airport
>She's crying in my arms, I'm on the verge of tears myself
>She tells me that if I can't see her next year, she doesn't know if she can keep the relationship going
>The next year is filled with even more arguments over menial things
>Finally, the day arrives: December 27th
>We get into an argument, some mean words are said
>She spills the beans on how she really feels
>She tells me that the relationship has been a burden on her life, keeping her from experiencing her life
>She says that a guy asked her out and that she HAD to decline because she was in a relationship with me, and that she was heartbroken because that chance would never come again
>Talks all this bullshit about how we'll still be friends
>I cry for the first time in years
>Never experienced this raw rejection
>A few weeks later, a week before my birthday, she's with another guy
>Check her Twitter because I'm still moping
>Picture of her with her boyfriend and the caption "First Valentine's Day with a guy who can actually treat me like a queen"
>I break down
Fast forward to today. I have zero self-confidence, autistic with girls, and have long spells of lethargy. I don't know what to do, /b/
