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I don't know if brit is going to read this in the morning, or in the archive
hes been growing distant, but I don't think hes been actively avoidong this thread, afaic he jist has better business than being on 4chan
I found a semi ace in the sleeve- in a year if I find a job in a specofic small town I can have an apartment for relatively cheap for myself as long as I paid rent to my friends dad
far from optimal but better than expected
it's odd how friendly networks work, they entagle nd intertwine and break and get connected elsewhere
this time I'm not making shit up people are moving away from me
I got what I'm asking, I wonder how much I'll suffer for it
I don't know
I spent 45 minutes thinking what I'll wear only to pick something ridiculuously ugly
I don't think I am any longer capable to do shit without help from other people
I think a lot about death lately, but in a more abstract way
like before the medicine the idea was about ending my suffering, but now it's different
now I have to die to make things right
shit will go down if I stay alive, so is my only path forward the campaign? it's like by the end of the campaign when I'll be able to no longer move I should hide somewhere and wait for death
I don't want to follow the rules of society, I lack any and all emotions in regard for some people and I don't care if I hurt them in exchange for my personal space, but I'm not going to end up nicely either way, big thing are no longer on the menu
