>>19586691A substantial dose of LSD will start you on your way.
Don't bother with 1 or 2 tabs, you'll see pretty colours and walls will breath, pretty surface level stuff.
You need 6-8 tabs, put on some music and lie in your bed, somewhere comfortable, after (you) die you'll see what's really happening.
You'll get to see it, you'll get to realise what we are.
At that point, depression will seem silly.