>>21063116Everyone is afraid of dying. For me though, you have to weigh what you care about. That terror that you know will come when it's your time. That sinking despair, I've felt it before once already. The questions I had then, how my family would do, etc. When I was in the hospital. I absolutely would rather die at home, than overseas. I also don't believe in fighting on behalf of a fundamentally evil government and system.