>>16822386>everything i do is wasting time so i guess you just get used to itFrom certain points of view this can be seen as a talent. I don't particularly do anything useful, but if I'm not doing anything it's like I feel a reproach to myself. I have days where I get to do absolutely nothing, but I don't do it for long periods. I could say that I am afraid of idleness.
>very. still not allowed to go grocery shoppingif i try to do anything that requires more than 10 minutes of walking basically then its disapproved
that sucks. When I was a kid I always dreamed of walking around the city, but I was forbidden. When I got older and my parents began to charge me with various responsibilities, I became someone with anxiety about leaving home.