>>14069516It was very long rant about something regarding having huge ego and curbing it with constant self-shame, which in turn made you feel more deserving of happiness, cuz inside of your head you were always on the losing side, which is a big schizo lie, but overall it would make you much more cynical and prone to enjoy your own company, which is highly beneficial, cuz laughing at yourself, genuinely smiling from your own thoughts is pretty nice way to live, but it would also make you more narcissistic and it would make you hate yourself even more or something.
I actually made up like half of it right now, I don't remember, bet it was cwringy and bad anyway, please don't go..
