>>18690309or maybe she just felt extra anxious about starting
that one stream after how the whole shenanigans with the last one went down.
either ways its really sad that she feels that way but i guess the vast majority of streamers or hell any public performers feels that way at one point.
i find it actually nice that she found her own cute way to vent it and convey her emotions through those cryptic tiktoks.
though she still avoids direct confrontation its still 100% beats letting it just eat her from inside.